Took a nap and had a scary-ass dream about a boy and older man attacking me, and it ended in them cutting their own pee wees off and setting the building we were in on fire… An angel lead me away from the scene, and I followed her bawling my eyes out and I felt like I’ve never felt so much grief in all my life.
Skipped figure drawing workshop and came back home early yesterday intent on doing some work, but instead, fell asleep at 9pm. Woke up at 1pm today and just rolled around in bed watching anime, eating and sleeping some more. Finally got up at 10pm.
Even though I have been getting quite a lot of good encouragement from creditable people, i can’t help but feel unconfident and confused in my own abilities. Sometimes, I feel like i have potential, but lack the sufficient skills to show it and i just end up depressed and full of self criticism.